gentle unhinged sadly, it's rare for me to come across. someone who doesn't like to fight either. someone who doesn't want to raise their voice, bite, leave marks. unfortunately, i came across you when i was afraid, untrusting. you came across me when these unnamed unspoken things were happening with you and that chick. neither one of us wanted to be alone. neither one of us could be straight with the other. now it's too late. i'm sure you don't want to hear about it, how the last date i went on before you i should have called the police. that i was so relieved to find someone like you that i didn't question your motives. i just needed to be with someone that i felt safe with. but i couldn't tell you. i was afraid if i told you, you would run away. i'm too much to deal with for myself sometimes. trauma stays hidden until the heart feels safe enough to let_it_all_go my heart has been so traumatized in the past year, i couldn't even face it let alone expect an almost stranger to face it. i felt safe with you. i wanted to do anything i could to continue to feel that way including not telling you things i thought might scare you away. but i'm alone now anyways. 130524 what's it to you? who go blather from