eulogy
belly fire today we mourn the loss of our dear, departed Tammy
ironically grown too large for a burial at sea
survived her partner, Pork, by nearly 90 days
the evil Sam has outlived them all
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eat id I say ours daily,
remembering you is like breathing,
mourning you is the exhale.
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AfPRicochetMVP you claimed all this time that you would die for me

why then are you so surprised when you hear your own eulogy?
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native persimmon he was he was 060323
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unhinged on tuesday, it will be seven goddamn years

and i still miss you like it was yesterday
i've actually been thinking about
going to the cemetery if i go home for easter
thinking it's been awhile since i visited you there
thinking it's been too long of a while
but how i always hated
the way they carved your name in the headstone
too angular
for my soft grandma angel


i've been afraid maybe
you would be disappointed in me lately
for giving up
part of me always did it for you
i've been crying for you again gram
for missing you
for maybe disappointing you
for missing you
been thinking maybe i wouldn't be
how i am now
if you were still around
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what's it to you?
who go
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