disappointment kyla Be in me as the self-consumption of a contrapuntal fugue. 020330 ... jane still gets me, every time. 080101 ... belly fire disappointment in the smallest of things and, most paramount, in myself 080804 ... past in myself, in others, in the night sky. or perhaps just in the language that defines our consciousness of our existence. 080804 ... unhinged is really one of the most hurtful things the force that slowly peels away the band_aid you put over the hole in your heart 080804 ... unhinged he didn't call like he said he would again i don't know why it still bothers me or just because i mean what i say do what i say i'm going to do doesn't mean everyone else does too 080807 ... past i solemn nod to that last point n. 080807 ... no reason after disappointment after struggle after worry with no support or goodness to lean on it can be so tempting to collapse and hide in a corner 130203 what's it to you? who go blather from