what_made_you_today Soma Were you forged in sweat, blood, tears, or something altogether more? Each day we are forged anew, different people than before. 240404 ... raze the residue of a dull pain that first pricked my wrist two days ago. hunger and heat. insufficient sleep. the memory of a zombie vampire child, so sad when i dreamed her. and a wealth of words — some domesticated and eager to be harnessed, while the wild ones get skittish as soon as they feel my eyes on them. 240405 ... warmthofrelease Finally quitting my job without notice, giving them one slap in the face back for all the slaps I've taken Shave and a haircut, crispy in time for the equinox Making a list of the most necessary goals and actually starting on it Hydroplaning my ass off Reaching out to a friend and meeting new people, learning about comfort and tolerance and how to enjoy myself without many stakes or much emotional exchange Quietly coming to terms with the fact that she will never hold the keys to me, she will never understand Two good cats and one good doggo And people_person, holy_shit 250315 what's it to you? who go blather from