thunder_like_a_gunshot
raze
just
now
.
and
i
thought
my
heart
might
tear
itself
from
my
chest
and
detonate
in
the
darkness
of
my
bedroom
,
with
me
dumb
and
dying
and
deaf
with
fear
.
that
must
be
the
loudest
thing
i've
ever
heard
the
universe
do
.
an
explosion
of
unanticipated
sound
that
left
a
low
rumbling
in
its
wake
,
hanging
there
for
an
eternity
,
like
the
sky
had
been
wounded
and
this
was
the
sound
it
made
.
good
luck
sleeping
after
that
.
jesus
christ
.
130625
...
raze
again
.
not
as
soul
-shaking
as
the
last
time
,
but
if
i
hadn't
been
awake
when
it
happened
,
i
think
i
would
have
woke
up
with
my
guts
buzzing
in
my
windpipe.
130920
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from