throbbing
raze
i
used
to
think
it
was
a
tumor.
but
i
would
never
die
.
now
i
think
it
was
more
along
the
lines
of
some
kind
of
low
-level psychic
pain
.
like
if
spiderman suffered
from
a
crippling
headache
every
time
he
sensed
something
bad
was
about
to
happen
,
and
found
himself
impotent
in
the
face
of
danger
,
and
all
the
warnings
were
useless
because
there
was
never
anything
specific
about
any
of
them
.
my
spidey
sense
would
usually
start
tingling
when
things
were
as
close
to
stress
-free
as
they
ever
got
. preparation
for
future
pain
.
that's
what
it
was
.
see
,
even
brains
have
training
wheels
.
it
just
takes
a
long
time
before
those
things
break
off
.
and
then
you
trip
over
them
,
and
there's
a
whole
new
kind
of
pain
to
deal
with
when
you
hit
the
ground
.
at
least
we're
all
on
the
same
level
when
we're
crawling
around
on
our
hands
and
knees
.
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