there's_too_much_to_keep_to_myself
fyn gula
i
want
to
fly
the
flag
of
my
emblematic
soul
revealing
the
colors
of
the
love
i
have
for
you
.
i
want
to
shout
in
the
megafone
of
my
amplified
heart
announcing
the
desperate
sound
of
my
longing
.
you
who
know
us
.
020611
...
blue star
it
doesn't
matter
though
.
It
would
have
been
better
just
to
keep
my
mouth
shut.
I
forget
sometimes
how
valuable
silence
can
be
.
020611
...
daxle
My
life
is
an
explosion.
Turned
21
,
ending
college
,
losing
all
of
my
roomates
to
different
cities
and
countries,
a
boy
attached
to
my
hip
,
and
deciding
what
the
fuck
to
do
with
the
rest
of
my
life
.
020611
...
silentbob
i
slip
up
and
let
it
out
from
time
to
time
020612
...
Joana.
Fyn Gula,
I
think
you're
one
of
those
very
few
writers
who
genuinely
deserve
to
be
published
so
that
their
words
may
grace
the
minds
of
many
.
I
am
still
stunned.
020612
...
birdmad
i
couldn't
have
said
that
better
myself
modern
day
spinner
of
fables,
our
dear
Fyn
painting
with
a
vivid
brush
020612
...
chanaka
i
know
where
the
exacto
knife
is
i
know
where
the
exacto
knife
is
the
blade
is
rusty
golden
in
the
lamplight
stop
me
someone
save
me
my
love
who
does
not
love
me
i
need
something
that
will
create
homeostasis. suggestions?
020612
...
advice
lock
away
your
razors
throw
them
away
if
you
must
go
outside
your
home
and
buy
a
book
one
which
will
distract
you
but
some
food
which
makes
you
happy
even
if
you
feel
so
dismal
you'd
rather
not
eat
and
then
hole
up
in
your
home
devote
hours
you
need
to
yourself
020612
...
no reason
and
yet
i
can't
come
up
with
the
words
020612
...
fyn gula
Joana.
and
birdmad
...thank
you
very
much
for
your
kind
words
.
020612
...
jg
So
I
created
me
.
And
I
don't
have
to
keep
anything
to
myself
anymore
because
I
am
safe
.
I
am
safe
.
I
am
safe
.
I
am
safe
.
I
am
safe
.
020612
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from