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fyn gula i want to fly the flag of my emblematic soul revealing the colors of the love i have for you. i want to shout in the megafone of my amplified heart announcing the desperate sound of my longing.

you who know us.
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blue star it doesn't matter though. It would have been better just to keep my mouth shut. I forget sometimes how valuable silence can be. 020611
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daxle My life is an explosion. Turned 21, ending college, losing all of my roomates to different cities and countries, a boy attached to my hip, and deciding what the fuck to do with the rest of my life. 020611
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silentbob i slip up and let it out from time to time 020612
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Joana. Fyn Gula,

I think you're one of those very few writers who genuinely deserve to be published so that their words may grace the minds of many.

I am still stunned.
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birdmad i couldn't have said that better myself

modern day spinner of fables, our dear Fyn

painting with a vivid brush
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chanaka i know where the exacto knife is i know where the exacto knife is the blade is rusty golden in the lamplight stop me someone save me my love who does not love me

i need something that will create homeostasis. suggestions?
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advice lock away your razors
throw them away if you must
go outside your home and buy a book
one which will distract you
but some food which makes you happy
even if you feel so dismal you'd rather not eat
and then hole up in your home
devote hours you need to yourself
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no reason and yet i can't come up with the words 020612
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fyn gula Joana. and birdmad...thank you very much for your kind words. 020612
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jg So I created me. And I don't have to keep anything to myself anymore because I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. 020612
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