taste_test
raze
he
spoons
some
dark
confection
onto
my
tongue
.
behind
me
,
her
mother
spills
all
but
a
few
drops
of
my
tea
after
it's
steeped
to
a
perfect
golden
glow
.
there
are
no
leaves
left
to
brew
a
second
stew
.
just
the
kind
of
detritus
you'd
find
at
the
bottom
of
a
spent
bag
of
pot
.
stuff
you
wouldn't
smoke
unless
you
were
desperate
.
and
even
then
,
the
only
buzz
you'd
feel
would
be
in
your
throat
.
i
scour
the
city
for
another
honeyed
hymn
.
my
only
company
a
grey
and
white
mutt
that
wants
to
tear
me
apart
.
i
hammer
him
with
my
fists,
beating
the
beast
from
his
brain
until
he
whines
and
folds
in
the
middle
of
the
street
.
something
in
his
dumbstruck
face
makes
me
want
to
care
for
him
.
i
lay
him
down
in
a
car
i
can't
drive
.
he
bares
his
teeth
.
cleaned
yesterday
,
and
already
they're
filthy
again
.
it
doesn't
matter
how
hard
you
bite
into
what
you
think
is
yours
.
in
time
it'll
all
be
taken
away
.
the
flavour
is
the
last
thing
to
fade
.
so
guard
it
well
.
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who
go
blather
from