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crOwl i am your snow falling
scoop me up in your big red shovel

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unhinged 'i'll be by to scoop you up around 3'


even though we didn't have all that much in common, even though his friends/bandmates hated me, even though are attempt at sex was terrible and on his sister's couch no less, even though his voice began to annoy me after about a month, even though we didn't spend much time alone to even be able to get to know each other, i still remember somethings about him fondly. how my face scrunched up in a girly manner that always alarmed me whenever i got like that when he said that to me. the night we went to club timbuktu to see some reggae; the day he took me to shoot pool and kiss on me in the pool hall or the day we made out in his parents' house and the first song he played on the stereo was 'steal my kisses' by ben_harper. i remember all that fondly.

it's kinda sad we weren't romantically compatible. but after a couple of weeks ago, after the show, it's nice to know that all of that is behind us.

he scooped me up; i stayed here for him. maybe i should have told him that. but now, i'm staying here for myself.
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