portishead
jane still reminds me of when i was fifteen, i was in love with a taboo who gave me my first portishead, first pixies, some surrealistic pillow. i would float through the halls of my catholic high school, 15 or so, i think i was blond then, hood up, headphones on, thinking i was the only other person in the world who'd heard the self-titled one. it wasn't far from the truth.

not so much later in life, when women caught more of my fancy, i went to her house in san francisco. i was torn between the sexes, densely so, for a matter of hours. i stayed with her and we listened to dummy and she laid behind me and we kissed and it was so strange to me, i was so scared of how i felt at the time... and when i woke she had left me alone, and i still think of her when i hear that album, and wonder if she knows she was one of the firsts.
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rt live at roseland is one of the best trip hop records of all time. 100916
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