please_stay tessa Stay. Please stay. he begged me Come on, it'll be fun. Just you and me. One last time before I leave. We'll take drugs and watch movies and listen to music and talk and have fun. Please. well it didn't turn out how he'd hoped, but it never does. and it was fun, I guess. reality always lets him down. 041018 ... autumn just long enough for me to tell you all the reasons why I'm so wrong for you. but why you should love me anyway. 041019 ... Borealis reminds me of one of those stretches where you apply equal pressures in opposite directions. 041113 ... crOwl the night is young, but tradition is old, like preconception. we give in to time as if it is a demanding mother. fuck that. stay as long as you want, until what is alive dies. then go. 060408 ... native persimmon even if all that can come out of me is "we're making pancakes?" when you ask if I understand what's going on here. 060409 ... megan just a bit longer linger awhile on my pillow breathe on my lips, promise of your return but stay now 060410 what's it to you? who go blather from