one_of_these_days raze i'll float a backhand slice into the gate outside a home nothing like my own, and in the field my fake father's mother once minded, a cougar will stalk me and howl. i'll throw my head back and sing along, struggling to match the pitch of a cat that could crush my skull like stolen candy, my falsetto coarse and nascent. learning we speak the same language, the tom will let me live long enough to hand you the uncut scape of a chive. you'll sink your teeth into the skinny strand of herb and flinch at the acrid aftertaste of something_wild. 240426 ... FauxGrr it's been one of those overwhelming days When obstacles appear at every turn When tension fills each interaction When the weight of sadness feels too heavy to carry And you long for a moment of peace bring me to the void 250414 ... warmthofrelease One of the best 90s Neil_Young songs And, in many cases in my life, a preamble to false promises. These are mostly promises I make to myself. 250414 what's it to you? who go blather from