not_happy
jane
with
where
i
am
,
not
at
all
.
090309
...
unhinged
me
neither
.
i
am
tired
of
pretending
to
be
someone
i'm
not
.
which
was
brought
to
a
head
at
work
today
.
i
hate
being
stuck
in
this
godforsaken,
cold
,
conservative
place
.
i
can't
exactly
leave
a
good
job
in
the
middle
of
the
worst
recession
in
65
years
.
i
am
unfulfilled
musically
at
work
.
i
have
a
performance
degree
but
i
don't
perform
.
i
am
not
a
people
person
but
i
have
to
deal
with
people
on
a
daily
basis
at
work
.
i
was
raised
with
blue
collar values
and
i
can't
comprehend
the
white
collar
entitlement
i
have
to
deal
with
everyday
at
work
.
i
don't
want
students
that
don't
care
.
i
don't
want
students
that
don't
like
what
i'm
teaching
.
but
it
is
a
hazard
of
my
job
.
i
hate
my
job
.
(
one
of
my
students
made
me
a
crafty
present
today
that
was
completely
overshadowed
by
the
horrible
confrontation
that
happened
an
hour
later
.
what
a
difference
an
hour
makes
)
090310
...
unhinged
i
still
have
a
vague
feeling
of
wanting
to
throw
up
in
my
stomach
090319
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
