nocturne_in_c_minor cr0wl chopin...some mornings just need this kind of wistful beginning... 090530 ... unhinged this morning my wistful beginning: the album grace by jeff_buckley after reading a bunch of very old emails i've saved over the years many of which were from skites (kev, sab, mahayana to name a few) i have learned not to save those kinds of things to let_go push delete but in the wistful rereading i realize what i've been crying over lately mourning for the days when i wasn't afraid to love the people i wasn't afraid to love 'i love you but i'm afraid to love you' 090530 ... log burning fire listened to it again on a scratchy phonograph in the basement of a library somewhere in the upper east side. this time it was a call, an urgent thrust to be oneself. off i go today a clown show 130224 what's it to you? who go blather from