mercurial nr you're not exactly two-faced in the worst sense of the word but i'd say you have multiple faces in a somewhat better sense of the word 240404 ... nr i felt kind of like my equilibrium was off. i half-jokingly asked if you think hanging out with you brings out the absurdity in people. you chuckled and said you'd never thought about that, but replied, maybe? in a good way? i told you it's definitely not a bad thing; sometimes it needs to come out. and you liked that. i don't think i wanted it to come out that much, but i didn't tell you that. 240530 ... nr i felt off-kilter. this is the word i was looking for. 240530 ... nr i don't know if the other side is you pulling away or maybe you were never even quite here 240614 what's it to you? who go blather from