lackadaisical mikey aimlessly my mind wanders. its now 5:30 am been blathering for endless hours. you can call me expressive and sharing of my thoughts. or an insomniac bored of of his mind. whatever you think...is strictly your choice. to each his or her own i always say. 010306 ... brown cardigan boy that half way feeling of apathy everything is red and sunny you stumble around all bleary eyed and can't see what isn''t spoken. that's that thursday afternoon i hate so much. mellow boring. that's the night you get invited to the movies with your biggest crush except you don't get euphoric do to whatever happened that day. moody, sucky mood. 010306 ... lil cricket very mellow. At peace with the world. Floating along the curved sidewalks. No wants. No desires. Pure contentment. beautiful feeling. 010307 ... mikey makes me think of what i consider the perfect relationship. little boy hand in hand with a little girl. an open field of large grasses and golden grains. pushing each other down and chasing each other around. he kisses her on the cheek and then runs. she catches him and pushes him down. he pretends ot hate it and spits to the ground. he tackles her and they tumble around. innocence. puppy love. 010307 ... splat sex in lackadaise ... "oops, the penis just fell in ..." "That's all right, keep it there. ::sigh:: It's nice..." 030619 what's it to you? who go blather from