in_another_life one wrecked angle a woman, easily fifteen years my senior, walked into the store today. there was something about her that immediately struck me, stuck to me, a burr in a grassy field. the slightly whitening straw of her hair, her smile, her still-healthy skin. she was alive and at peace. listening. talking. knowing so little i thought: i could love this woman, in another life. 030724 ... bandersnatch ill tell you in another life when_were_both_cats 030726 ... nonentity maybe i will manage to be something more than just a hanger-on hoping to catch some small scrap of your affection 030728 ... nomme in_every_life 030729 ... c r 0 w l i live thinking about another life. 080206 ... jane i hope i'm a whale shark 080207 ... Ouroboros i betrayed myself years ago sold my true self, buried it, denied it now i look back at all the chances i had to shine as me, all the women i hurt, and i am ashamed, of my cowardice, of my homophobia, of how easily i gave up. 121107 what's it to you? who go blather from