i_found_my_heart nom in a cherry blossom tree 070411 ... unhinged and then it flew away it is too cold for anything to bloom around here 070411 ... bonus_realms heal_me 070412 ... :-( fix me 070412 ... raze sunk deep in a bed of leaves, peering up at me through wet eyes with lids like the petals of dead flowers. 130330 ... Risen I thought I had lost it. I was told I could not love, I was told I could not be thoughtful and caring to the woman I was with. I thought that when I went through therapy they took away all the good emotions along with the bad. I thought I'd lost the highs forever. Then I found my heart. In a cafe on a Thursday afternoon. It crept up on me. I think when I did the worst thing I've ever done I left a piece of my heart as collateral on that eternal debt. Now the person I hurt is giving me back my heart. We are finding it together. I am being rebuilt, inch by inch. I have learnt to love. I have found the missing pieces of my heart, and oh it is so much larger than I thought it was. She has it again now, a decade on, and I will never take it back again. 130401 what's it to you? who go blather from