he_does kendera he watches me, and i know why. because i don't look at him. he knows that i want to look at him. but i don't dare....... 010606 ... madness want me I wonder why 010804 ... the eye i know only that it is so 010804 ... silentbob not care not consider not regard no regret. and if he does regret he does not take it to heart and think "Ok. dont do that next time" because he does do that next time. 010805 ... chanaka things to me still i cast him off still i smell hear see long flinch with memory he does still love me i pretend to not love him and feast upon the pain of my wound that belongs to so many others 010806 ... madness love me I wonder why 010812 ... the eye i only know that it is so 010813 ... bespeckled he does care. and he does hurt. and he does hurt badly. 021215 ... SuicidalAngel not exist 021215 ... the eye i did, you didn't now i damn sure don't either 050810 ... pete the boy sits in the music, dancing among the staffs not knowing what he does when he drops the C to an A, forgetting G when he stopped to talk to D 050810 ... Ouroboros lighten me. and his solidity grounds me. and loves is there in the field between us. 120120 what's it to you? who go blather from