haunted_by_dreams
jane
(
lostgirl
)
mine
have
been
especially
prominent
lately
.
i've
been
trying
to
journal
them
,
to
jot
them
down
in
the
morning
,
at
least
what
i
remember
of
them
. lots
of
big
houses
,
rather
ostentatious.
i
wake
up
with
malaise
every
morning
.
100812
...
lostgirl
i
have
always
been
a
vivid dreamer....most
of
the
time
the
recall
is
filled
with
cinematic
detail,
which
,
most
of
the
time
can
be
really
quite
cool
. (
especially
the
flying
dreams
.)
a
lot
of
my
"
fictional
"
writing
captures
my
dreams
into
stories
to
preserve
.
i
know
the
malaise
though
....i'm
a
picture
of
it
today
.
haunted
!
i
get
so
disgusted
sometimes
when
troubling
dreams
linger
in
my
thoughts
long
after
waking
.
it
happens
mostly
when
recognizable
faces
in
impossible
situations
show
up
like
technicolor films
behind
my
closed
eyes
.
i
find
myself
analyzing
,
looking
for
reasons
and
connections
from
the
dreams
to
my
waking_life
,
when
perhaps
i
should
just
let
the
subconscious
do
it's
"
thing
."
either
that
,
or
maybe
i
need
to
find
myself
a
dude
in
a
boat
car
and
jump
on
for
a
ride
...."the
ride
does
not
require
an
explanation....just occupants."
100812
...
jane
saves
time
on
introductions
and
goodbyes
..
100812
...
unhinged
still
that
fucking
dream
where
you
are
healthy
and
we
are
happy
(
not
gonna
happen
)
100812
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
