hangovers
raze
it's
the
unspectacular ones
that
linger
,
even
decades
down
the
road
. guzzling
orange
crush
in
the
car
with
david_bowie
growling
about
the
fine
line
between
infatuation
and
cocaine
psychosis
,
hours
after
a
blown
amp delayed
a
deafening
onslaught
of
sound
at
a
much
-loved
dive
bar
.
grinding
down
antacids
and
watching
"
donnie_darko
"
for
the
first
time
.
limping
into
my
twenty
-second
year
,
sweating
out
the
memory
of
whoever
i'd
been
the
night
before
,
detuned
guitars
and
backwards
vibraphone
thrumming
in
the
slim
space
between
my
ears
.
and
so
many
split_second
dreams
that
fled
the
instant
i
opened
my
eyes
.
250318
...
e_o_i
I
don't
think
I've
ever
been
drunk
enough
to
have
an
alcohol
one
.
Instead
I
become
a
blob
of
laziness
when
I've
have
lots
of
physical
motion
or
emotional
ups
-and-downs
the
day
before
.
E
.g.
yesterday
was
a
weird_day
and
today
,
not
having
any
firm
schedule
,
I've
been
lazily wallowing.
Wallow
!
Wallow
! ...
It's
a
fun
sound
,
anyway
.
250319
...
epitome of incomprehensibility
*
when
I've
had
250319
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from