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raze it's the unspectacular ones that linger, even decades down the road. guzzling orange crush in the car with david_bowie growling about the fine line between infatuation and cocaine psychosis, hours after a blown amp delayed a deafening onslaught of sound at a much-loved dive bar. grinding down antacids and watching "donnie_darko" for the first time. limping into my twenty-second year, sweating out the memory of whoever i'd been the night before, detuned guitars and backwards vibraphone thrumming in the slim space between my ears. and so many split_second dreams that fled the instant i opened my eyes. 250318
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e_o_i I don't think I've ever been drunk enough to have an alcohol one. Instead I become a blob of laziness when I've have lots of physical motion or emotional ups-and-downs the day before.

E.g. yesterday was a weird_day and today, not having any firm schedule, I've been lazily wallowing. Wallow! Wallow! ...It's a fun sound, anyway.
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epitome of incomprehensibility *when I've had 250319
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