psychosis
birdmad
waking
with
a
start
at
3
:30AM
i
want
to
run
outside
and
laugh
maniacally
for
no
other
reason
than
because
it
just
seems
as
if
it
might
be
fun
it's
moments
like
this
one
that
threaten
to
get
me
into
trouble
i
have
to
be
back
in
the
office
in
four
hours
,
so
tossing
back
the
requisite
number
of
shots
to
settle
my
nerves
is
out
of
the
question
i
wish
i
had
an
mtv
attention
span
i
need
an
immediate
enemy
to
jutify
myself
(
i
haven't
been
in
a
good
satisfying
fight
in
months
,
not
since
my
last
gig
as
a
bouncer)
grr.
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...
marching ants
Psychobabe
...
Andrea
copyright
on
blue
...
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go
blather
from