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raze a little over a week ago, reyhaneh jabbari was executed at the age of twenty six under troubling circumstances. six months before her death, she left a voicemail message for her mother, expressing her wish to have her organs harvested and donated under cover of anonymity. "i don't want my eye or my young heart to turn to dust," she said. "give me to the wind to take away." i read that and it stabbed me in the heart with the bald truth that even in the deepest pain and fear, poetry can still be found. 141103
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unhinged i traded my innocence for wisdom


(in my time of doubt a voice told me to follow my heart. my heart has always led me to the right place.

blessed be the trust that got me here)
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unhinged (i was a teenager. so young, i was getting my first i.d. my dad drove me to the liscense bureau:

'make sure you tell them you want to be an organ donor'

i wore a pin on my backpack through most of high school 'donate your organs - heaven knows we need them here')
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unhinged i am

tired
exhausted
confused
hurt
alone


these are the things in life i can count on. i want a stiff breeze to come and blow it all away, blow me all away.
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