gagged unhinged i feel like i shouldn't even talk about it here because anything i say can and will be used against me at a later date. work is a hostile horrible place for me now. it makes me sick. and all the children i make smile on a daily basis there are overshadowed by the same thought that i better just shut my fucking mouth because anything i say can and will be used against me at a later date. 090314 ... unhinged slightly loosened but still looming 090317 what's it to you? who go blather from