hostile
belly fire have you ever just wanted to ruin something
bust it to pieces
step on it, crush it, smash it
rip out the insides
the sticky, vulnerable insides
until they stink
and rot
and turn to unrecognizable
sabotage what was beautiful
what was true
and make a joke of it
laugh hard, hard and loud at what it had built itself up to be
take a stab at it's ego
watch it deflate
become lesser
and then turn your back on it
even on memory
destroy
erase
and walk the fuck away?
030223
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bird like you wouldn't believe.

oh, have i got a raging hate-on right now
030224
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misstree rend kill smash push break BLEED fuck crush snarl stab yank claw roar BURST pant and pace and pant and pace and pant and pace and POUNCE and prey

is f*cking...
031209
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from