david_milch
raze
"
the
consolation
that
i
try
to
find
when
i'm
not
busy
just
being
pissed_off
is
that
the
idea
of
the
end
of
a
thing
as
inscribing
the
final
meaning
—
the
pressure
that
fixes
the
mark
on
the
meaning
of
any
experience
—
is
one
of
the
lies
agreed upon
that
we
use
to
organize
our
lives
.
the
truth
is
that
the
collaborative
process
is
itself
a
lie
agreed upon.
there's
no
point
in
bullshitting
yourself
about
that
,
you
know
.
what
you
try
and
find
is
a
coincidence
of
separate
interests
and
sustain
that
coincidence
for
as
long
as
is
possible
,
never
forgetting
the
fact
that
the
interests
are
separate
.
the
biggest
lie
is
the
idea
that
we
are
entitled
to
a
meaningful
and
coherent summarizing —
a
conclusion
of
something
which
never
concludes.
and
in
that
regard
,
this
is
the
lie
i'm
telling
myself
so
i
don't
set
fire
to
anything
."
220815
...
raze
"
it
increasingly
seems
that
life
is
something
that
happens
to
you
and
art
the
opportunity
to
understand
what's
transpired.
you
need
only
to
be
brave
."
230112
...
raze
"
i
believe
one
way
god
says
, '
i
too
have
a
hand
here
,'
is
in
the
rhythms
and
metrics
of
speech
,
that
the
metrics
of
speech
are
important
and
representative
of
our
fellowship
even
in
those
of
us
who
feel
, mistakenly,
that
we
are
separate
from
each
other
as
individuals."
230523
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from