catastrophizing nr a special, shitty kind of anxiety that constantly struggling to meet high expectations and being hard on oneself can only make worse. 211101 ... unhinged is an old pro 211102 ... tender_square has brushes with this too 211102 ... raze has also worn these clothes 211102 ... nr "you'd be able to handle it even if a bad thing happened," he said. "how do you know?" i said. "because you have for your entire life." 221115 ... nr hello and fuck off, old enemy. 240422 ... FauxGrr I thoroughly believe if I remain here I will be Unalived By a mob With pitchforks Burned at the stake For bring me I am nothing but me. But others call me things Avoid me Dislike me for my choices Even though I rarely choose. I have become comfortably Uncomfortable In a hostile environment. 250211 what's it to you? who go blather from