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once again And despite what they have said, despite the things that they have done, they must again collide.

"Hello."
"Hi."
"You do know it's four in the morning, right?"
"Yes."
"Ok. Just checking. Why are you calling me?"
"I'm happy."

He was happy. And he called her.

And it's always the same story. The same storie, give or take a few nasty names. It is never really an apology. It is always just a cease fire, an uneasy truce. And again she comes to a moment when she can either accept his offer, or try to renegotiate.

"The girl who is there for you when no one else will be. The girl who listens to your stupid ideas. The girl who would and has changed the way the world spins, so that you could be happy. She matters. This is unacceptable. You cannot do this to me."

And she is hurt and she is empty, for she believes, truly believes, that he will choose a life without her.

But there is still hope in this heart. And it will continue to beat, whatever his choice. Her's has already been made and this is her only offer.

"Take it or leave it."
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