26
DammitJanet
26...
i'm
not
used
to
that
number
.
and
i'll
be
it
in
5
days
.
what
the
hell
happened
to
all
the
20
numbers
before
it
?
i
feel
as
though
i
wasted
them
all
,
not
doing
anything
that
was
worth
while
,
that
led
me
to
a
great
person
i
am
today
.
because
i'm
not
the
great
person
i
imagined
myself
to
be
at
this
age
.
4
years
from
30
.
will
i
be
wondering
where
those
4
years
went
then
too
?
i
honestly
dont'
feel
it
at
all
.
and
ask
anyone
i
know
,
people
don't
know
my
age
.
20
and
21
seem
to
be
the
popular
answers
when
they
guess
.
it's
even
gone
as
low
as
17...
Ya
sure
,
some
people
say
that's
a
good
thing
,
it's
great
to
look
younger
then
you
are
.
But
i'm
not
sure
it
has
everything
to
do
with
looks
,
i
act
younger
too
.
I
always
concidered
myself
to
be
mature
,
but
fuck
...
i
dont'
think
i
am
anymore
.
jabbing
people
in
the
arm
,
yelling
kablamo, adding oela
to
words
and
saying
"deet!"
don't
really
match
26. oy.
maybe
it's
really
time
to
grow
up
.
030608
...
Anna_Began
I
will
be
it
for
two
more
days
...
030608
...
belly fire
Happy
Birthday
DJ
.
Today
is
still
yours
for
a
few
more
minutes
.
Long
live
the
magical
age
of
26!
030613
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from