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DammitJanet 26... i'm not used to that number. and i'll be it in 5 days. what the hell happened to all the 20 numbers before it? i feel as though i wasted them all, not doing anything that was worth while, that led me to a great person i am today. because i'm not the great person i imagined myself to be at this age. 4 years from 30. will i be wondering where those 4 years went then too?

i honestly dont' feel it at all. and ask anyone i know, people don't know my age. 20 and 21 seem to be the popular answers when they guess. it's even gone as low as 17... Ya sure, some people say that's a good thing, it's great to look younger then you are. But i'm not sure it has everything to do with looks, i act younger too. I always concidered myself to be mature, but fuck... i dont' think i am anymore.

jabbing people in the arm, yelling kablamo, adding oela to words and saying "deet!" don't really match 26. oy. maybe it's really time to grow up.
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Anna_Began I will be it for two more days... 030608
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belly fire Happy Birthday DJ.
Today is still yours for a few more minutes.
Long live the magical age of 26!
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