fuckit belly fire y'know what? that's it. Just fuckit. I won't miss you, think of you or write to you. Just fuckit! Such a phenomenal waste of time. 030416 ... lotuseater its so hard for me to give a fuck about anything... fuck it has been my motto for a few years now. i just dont care what happen... as long as it fucking happens. fuck it, right? 030417 ... DammitJanet i'm already becoming paranoid and i haven't even begun to know him why do i always think the worst before anything else... why do i have to be so negative... because of experience that's why but fuck all that i'm just going to not care 030418 ... DammitJanet the funny thing is, i was right to be paranoid. i saw it before it came. again and again and again. just more experience for my right pocket. now on to my left... 030503 ... Mandy Sometimes you just have to. 040318 ... nom i'm a mess 040318 ... uow that's right. 040810 ... silentbob im trying really hard to say it i wish i could 040810 ... from now on um i've said it once i've said it twice i'll say it thrice now just fuckit why do i think i need to write all of this down it's just stupid and it sounds like blameful depressing dribble so fuckit and fuck me for ever 041107 ... scratch quit_the_fuckit. i say that to myself, from time to time. but i'm not over-motivated, i'm just unclear. 041107 ... nom fuck this 051005 ... nom fuckity fuck fuck 070419 ... nom i need more sleep 070419 what's it to you? who go blather from