dirty fallen it never washes off 'don't want those dreams you try to sell, this disease I give to myself' push it down.....down....down.....the dirt still shows....hidden in the mirror.....in the eyes.... 'it wasn't supposed to be this way' no it NEVER is planned.....never mapped out...yet still right on track....disregard this all.... 'do not want this' heh....it is funny how things always seem to go.... ...and it still won't wash off 010822 ... silentbob scum, slut, asshole, jerk, everything you touch is misery, everything you touch turns to ash 010822 ... unhinged life makes me dirty. i take very long showers hoping to wash things away; i'm always fascinated at the things that swirl down the drain. but it's never the dirt. that will always be left behind. 010822 ... tilt indeed. life is dirty. to wash it all away would leave nothing. 060115 ... tilt i'm in a bad mood. sorry. 060115 what's it to you? who go blather from