withholding_is_exploding raze they say sharing is caring. what about the things you don't share, aren't sure you can share, don't feel you should share? how do you build something within you to contain all of that? it's an architect's nightmare, is what it is. a material hasn't been made yet that can handle the accumulated weight of all things unshared and unshorn without tearing, cracking, collapsing, breaking down. so we clutch at things we think will float, to be ready for the flood when it hits. 150122 ... leif First, I knew when I read the title that it was you. Second, this is entirely and unequivocally who I am. Third, where do we go from here? 150122 ... raze maybe while we're floating we'll find the strength to start kicking our legs, and in kicking we'll become watercrafts, more vulnerable and slower than others, but better able to get to places larger, less human vessels wouldn't dare go. 150122 ... leif I'm trying to manufacture a dam that has a regularly scheduled release of of all the things I hold back. I don't know if I'm that skilled as an architect. Yet. 160311 ... unhinged turn the dam into a hydroelectric power plant: tonglen 160311 what's it to you? who go blather from