what_i've_got stupidpunkgirl i should be happy looking at what i have my mom used to tell me that and it never made a difference in reality, it made it worse why do i have what others don't? what makes me so goddamn special? do you know that it makes me feel guilty? i want nothing i want my life bare but it's hard to do when i've been raised like this i need to leave 010130 ... guitar_freak All you touch and all you see is all your life will ever be Pink Floyd 020104 ... belly fire It's about...really being in a place and belonging, I guess. What I've got are decisions to make. Each day that I put those off brings me closer to belonging and...what then? Okay so write a pros and cons list... and if the pros outweigh the cons, what? Stay? Ugh. 060608 what's it to you? who go blather from