what_else_can_we_do_but_write farmfish does your life demand it from you? experience be thrustin' thee pen into your idle hand, urgin,' "get it down before it is forgotten." beauty be shovin' paper into your lap, beseechin,' "record your life. it is thee only one you have." 020526 ... wisdom torch this website contains a moving snapshot of me, redefining my reality and stopping along the way. 020526 ... raze even when words falter and only skim the surface of what wants to be said, they twist the transient into something strong enough to stay. this_is_how i fight against_forgetting. i want to scar my soul with every beautiful, ugly, plaintive, purposeful thing, so when my memory fades i'll have a map to lead me back to who i am. 250805 what's it to you? who go blather from