unprepared
Soma
I
go
to
unprepare
the
way
for
you
and
so
I
leave
again
From
my
heart
and
mind
cut
asunder
So
that
where
I
am
You
will
never
be
I
go
to
unprepare
what
I
made
for
you
That
we
may
never
be
what
was
231025
...
raze
i
still
have
dreams
of
being
back
in
school
,
only
i'm
usually
the
same
age
i
am
now
.
there's
almost
always
some
problem
i
can't
solve.
i
can't
figure
out
where
my
locker
is
or
what
floor
it's
on
.
or
i
know
where
it
is
,
but
i
can't
remember
the
combination
to
open
it
.
or
i
can't
find
my
course
schedule
and
i
have
no
idea
what
class
i'm
about
to
be
late
for
.
or
i
make
it
to
the
right
class
on
time
,
but
there's
an
assignment due
that
i
didn't
finish
.
or
a
test
i
need
to
write
that
i'm
not
prepared
for
.
or
the
books
i've
brought
with
me
are
the
wrong
ones.
or
i'm
all
out
of
lined
paper
.
or
what's
written
on
the
chalkboard
keeps
changing
shape
so
i
can
never
fully
capture
what
i
need
to
know
.
i'm
never
going
to
ready
for
what
comes
next
.
am
i
?
231025
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
