this_is_it crOwl the revelation of our insignificance is the true terror. it's just that we never accept the knowledge. instead we break it, separate it, divide it, recycle it, and then, shape it to fit, snap the sucker into its designated place, the home of god's design. is this it? question yourself continuously. sleep little. but rest, when you need to. observe fervently the unfolding pageantry of your own celebrated life. 041021 ... kerry i told him something that was bothering me and now he doesnt want anything to do with me. it wasn't even something about HIM. i feel like i have shattered everything. 041021 ... tulle i'm not gonna fuck you anymore. i'm not a marriable type of girl. 041022 ... from now on """"""ladies and gentleman""""""" the moment you have all been waiting for ((((((((((drum roll)))))))))))) 041022 ... DammitJanet i'm not taking it anymore. it started out as jokes, but now it's serious. i can't work for you anymore jeff. your bitchy moods can no longer be tolerated. 041022 ... uoasI The day our lives change (hopefully forever). Tomorrow. Fuck. 110127 ... unhinged when i'm alone i still wish you were here 110204 what's it to you? who go blather from