the_clarity_of_retrospect
The Poison Angel
I've
no
use
for
that
sort
.
Really
,
i
don't
.
looking
back
upon
it
,
there
was
too
much
irony
in
things
that
were
said
and
done
for
me
to
truly
regret
the
end
of
it
so
much
as
i
now
regret
the
amount
of
time
and
of
my
soul
i
wasted
.
the
irony
which
prevails
most
heavily
on
my
dirty
mind
at
this
second
was
a
conversation
in
which
she
proclaimed
the
act
of
sucking
a
man's
cock
to
be
something
she
considered
demeaning
even
with
the
backdrop
of
recounting
to
me
the
events
of
an
evening
in
which
she
arranged
to
be
phsyically
and
verbally abused
and
then
summarily
fucked
by
a
partner
whom
she
also
proclaimed
to
generally dislike
as
a
person
.
Sweet
mother
of
all
things
both
Holy
and
otherwise
,
the
great
, oblivious, amateurish
irony
.
Time
went
on
,
and
as
i
became
more
and
more
aware
of
these
details
she
hadn't
the
courtesy
or
conscience
to
skip
while
she
took
to
the
task
of
pushing
all
of
the
assorted
buttons
of
both
my
lusts
and
my
more
altruistic
emotions
, misogynistic
though
it
may
seem
to
say
,
i
came
to
the
conclusion
that
her
dissembling
mouth
would
have
been
put
to
better
use
sucking
the
root
than
that
which
it
saw
pouring
out
those
steady
streams
of
sugar
-coated
bullshit
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