tempered
unhinged lust_hurts

the naked baldness of it, when it is primary, when it is the only isolated reason they interact, show any interest.


there is a look to it. hard, unyielding but at the same time all-consuming like black with no reflection. a blackhole




the first thing i noticed about you was
the twinkle of your eyes
they reflected my brightness back to me
you kiss me like you want to devour me
you tell me how beautiful i am
singularly


the twinkle of your eyes
reflects the beauty of the tantric universe
when the way you make me feel
moves beyond words

i lust
i am not just an object of lust
but
i lust


because i want you so purely
i want the taste of infinity
looking into your eyes
gives me
this lust is an electrical current
a dizzying rush
an open conduit

i throw the switch
i am yours
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...
unhinged reality brings me back to earth with a splat.


you want kids
i don't


guess it was just animal lust with not much behind it after all
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gja Beaten 181019
...
unhinged there is more than just

but
my lips stutter over the words
(you were right



there is something i wanted to tell you)


you read the volumes in my eyes
do you need to hear me say it?

you fill the aching void
my life has left behind
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from