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she's like a bad ass cartoon comic character. tough, capable, fair, a master of relating and communicating. She speaks thoughtfully, clearly, cheerfully, like she expresses the most positive possible outcome and moment, but is prepare to meet the challenge of any other possibility. She has focused qiuik eyes and great facial expressions.
I admire the person she is at work, I wonder how she is outside in her non work life. I wonder how sincere her work self is, is it her natural state or just a spectacular performance?
I feel so inferior to her in some ways and lime I'm not interesting or evolved enough to be her friend. I m sure that s silly, and he s probably really cool, real... I glorify people, put then on pedastals... sometimes it's unfair, when they don t live up to the fantastic image I have built around them I get upset, and I also put myself in their shadow, unfair for both of us.
I feel a little awkward, a little onsessed withyhis person. I just love the way she deals with peoe. I want to better understab it what is she thiniing? what are the decisions she makes a d how quickly? what were the choices? So many things.
she s te patron saint of human relations and moment by moment functionality. she flows.
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