splintering leni brittle broke and breaking 061104 ... unhinged it used to happen so often that i was detached from it. even as it was happening, there was a far away voice from my rational mind saying 'you're going crazy again.' the way my brain splintered into pieces. the confessions we made to each other on thursday night reminded me of this, how far i actually am from it. i feel remarkably whole after learning how to let_go better. 061104 ... unhinged and i wasted some months of my life with him and i am once again intimately accquainted with this splintered feeling. the high of love and the crash of never being good enough. i set it up that way though after all. 070425 what's it to you? who go blather from