reeeaaalllly_fucking_hard nom so i delete everything it's 2:30am and i don't want to dream 090728 ... o n m if i lose hope i'm screwed 100322 ... unhinged haven't seen you in weeks knowing i'm not worth crossing the street but hearing your_voice almost everyday over the telephone you skated that way hoping you'd see me i look toward your house everyday hoping i'd see you but at the same time hoping i won't cause i'm barely holding it together over here cause i forgot for a second in the hour of my life how it feels to be brokenhearted how it feels to pretend to feel nothing practiced indifference and all of a sudden you make it all come back it's all rushing back that practiced indifference 100322 ... n o m again and again 120220 what's it to you? who go blather from