paranoid_polaroid raze she was sitting cross-legged on the carpeted floor, playing with my laptop. checking her email. watching youtube videos. i grabbed my spectra 2 and tried to snap a picture of her. the film jammed. it was my last exposure. no image was captured. all i got was a 3.6 x 2.9 square of white nothing. the battery died while she was still signed into her facebook account. she left without realizing. i plugged the laptop in and fired it back up without knowing. i saw things i wasn't meant to, without looking. antibodies to all the seasick lies. dirty clarity. i still wish i'd been able to get that picture before we drowned, probable water damage notwithstanding. no film has seen the inside of that camera since. 131010 ... jane things_happen_for_a_reason perhaps...? 131010 what's it to you? who go blather from