one_thousand_and_one
ovenbird
When
confronted
with
what
will
not
heal
I
make
myself
a
surgeon.
I
lift
a
lance-like
point
to
offending
flesh
and
prepare
to
cut
into
pain
’s origin, bracing
for
the
hot
sting
of
blade
through
skin
.
I
open
myself
to
the
air
and
blood
runs
fast
from
the
self
inflicted
wound
.
There
are
times
when
you
must
drive
the
blade
under
your
nail
to
extract
the
source
of
infection
,
tear
yourself
apart
before
you
can
begin
to
sew
your
tattered
edges
back
together
.
And
that
’s
what
I
’ve
done
,
here
,
one
thousand
and
one
paper
cuts
,
words
meant
to
trim
away
what
has
lain
rotting
under
dirty
bandages
for
decades
, revealing
the
soft
pink
glow
of
something
new
.
How
raw
I
am
and
how
amazed.
As
a
child
I
told
myself
fantastical
stories
about
the
future
,
but
none
of
them
anticipated
this
particular
now
.
I
think
this
is
just
the
beginning
.
One
thousand
and
one
ways
of
looking
at
a
blackbird
…and
counting
.
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go
blather
from