not_enough
c r 0 w l but it's something. 080427
...
unhinged so so tired
i know i make walls
i know i'm not really about full disclosure
i can see how he probably sees me
jittery
jumpy
nervous
upset
angry
fiercely independent

but everything inside me
screaming for him to hold me

i was almost drunk enough
to tell him
almost


something is better than nothing
right?
080427
...
unhinged now i get to watch him be with someone else 080619
...
nr i said you were warm and caring and you said i had a good heart 230129
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from