moult
ovenbird
When
I
find
a
feather
in
the
place
our
shoes
sleep
,
I
wonder
which
of
us
is
moulting.
Probably
my
son
, whose
voice
keeps
lurching
into
a
borrowed
baritone
.
Or
maybe
my
daughter
whose sarcasm
has
certainly
grown
wings
over
the
last
year
.
Or
maybe
my
husband
who
finally
gnawed
all
the
way
to
the
center
of
life
,
just
to
find
it
hollow
.
I
catch
him
watching
YouTube
videos
that
explain
the
rules
of
pickleball
and
his
repeated mention
of
single
coil
pick
-ups
has
me
nervous
.
Or
maybe
it
’s
my
own
,
one
weightless semiplume,
the
rachis splintered
and
the
barbules
bent
.
Something
shed
from
my
secret
underbelly.
When
I
’m
alone
I
pick
and
preen
and
try
to
disguise
my
bald
spots
.
At
dinner
we
eye
each
other
warily.
There
were
aphids
in
the
kale
,
but
I
didn’t
bother
to
wash
them
away
.
We
could
all
use
the
protein.
We
eat
oily
fish
with
the
skin
fried
crisp,
lick
lysine
from
our
lips
,
and
feel
the
prick
of
pin
feathers
slowly
breaking
through
.
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