liebe flux i want to tell you, i still love you, that you have hurt me deeply, but i forgive you. i want to tell you that i know you still have feelings for me, you've said so, i've seen you make motions to try and touch me before thinking better of it. i wish you hadn't. i want to tell you, that we can have something again, when you are ready, when you are ready to fight for it. i know you can, if you choose to. i know i am ready to do so. we could have something wonderful again. but i don't tell you any of these things, for fear of pushing you away even more. i know you need space now more than ever, but i just can't let you go.. 061223 ... flowerock auf_ewig 140827 what's it to you? who go blather from