it_was_so_easy
cr0wl to use your hands
for scooping up generous portions
of whatever it was
that life contained
and then shape it
into a facsimile of your soul.

to paint it with the first colors you saw
and then bend it
into the position
of ready acceptance
and seek out challenges. 		091124
...
unhinged for you to convince yourself that i didn't care
because i was unhappy

for you to expect everything your way
throw ultimatums at me after the mean bullshit
and expect me to play along, want to talk to you after that



i don't want to forget how i loved you
right now
you are making it too easy 		091124
...
tail-devouring snake to decide not to care,
that the game wasn't important any more.
i play the happy game now.
you don't seem to want to play anything but
the 'need to fight to be right' game.
bor-ring.
ring me up if you want to be a part of my happy life. otherwise,
i'm over it. it_was_so_easy to realize that
i love you but you are not who you think you are to me. 		140923
what's it to you?
who go 		blather
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