it's_not_the_sky_i_once_knew crOwl perhaps it's smaller pressing down and starving me of energy still, i'm always hungry for the sun as it chews its way out of a depressing grey cloud cover. perhaps its moon is only a reminder of how lonely the earth is by itself in a lifeless universe far away from everything we can see. stars so tiny that even god, peering through a curtain of pinholes could not see us looking for him. wait it's me. i'm waving my arms. i'm jumping up in the air. find me. hear my hoarse voice. smell the sweat of my efforts. 050322 ... lotuseater tell the clouds to stop moving, they are distracting me. i still have 2 hours of driving to attend to. the reflections of the sun off of cars keep doing strange things. please tell it to stop. someone else drive, i dont want to anymore. wait... what fucking town am i in now? 050323 ... desist oppressive and distant over this hell my hell i am hell every belief was a sweet lie every truth laughable nothing but the helpless miasma of living remains trapped in body 150711 what's it to you? who go blather from