implode erogenous MOOBAK 030614 ... kerry i hear a song and it occurs to me--"this is it, this is what it sounds like, in my head." but there is no melody, and only i can hear it and i can't control the volume. it reaches a pitch and then--poof! maybe a better way of putting it is like an implosion, internal, a kind of collapsing, a house of cards fluttering down, or sometimes more violent, a giant hurricane tearing through a tiny house. what is the sound that a tornado makes? isn't it like a train howling? it is like a robot's scream. i was always terrified of them as a kid even though i had no reason to be. i vowed to never go to the midwest during "tornado season," whenever that was. but then we were at the ocean and the waves were crashing and that felt closer--"this is more what it sounds like"--a fullness, grating and rusted, frothy. 210823 what's it to you? who go blather from