i'm_afraid crOwl of how much i love you. there's a time when we all must let go... 070216 ... f where am i ? 070216 ... unhinged i've had this fever for a week i don't have health insurance but i am going to call the cheapy clinic tomorrow hopefully i'll get in to see the doc before next friday.... 070216 ... cocoon Of failure. I've never failed exams before. What do I do now? This course doesn't make sense and yet somehow I have to pass it, and pass it well, otherwise I'll be back again next year. What do I do? My mother says don't give up, but she's not the one who has to sit there and think 'Why don't I understand this? Why do other people get it, and I don't? What's wrong with me?' I'm scared. 070218 ... unhinged that all my talking about you will scare you away. as if you already aren't about as far away as you could get. but i have to say it. so many times i haven't said anything. this time at least i said it. 070411 what's it to you? who go blather from